What have I wanted to say but I’ve always been afraid to? Well that’s a bit of a loaded question I suppose. I guess I’d have to start with something like you’ve always been the rock when I needed it and I don’t know what I’d ever do with out you. Yet those are all things that I’ve said already before. These aren’t new things to you. So from there I’d go to despite all of the screw ups, on both our parts, I have always loved you, no matter how much I denied it and pretended that I didn’t. Your best interests have always been at heart for me. I will always care, no matter where our lives take us, no matter where we end up in the end, there will always be a spot for you with me, that is, if you’ll have me.